51 years of Thanks Giving

Yeah I'm happy for the life I have.
And if I were to lose it, oh well.
I don't want to die but shit happens.
I have a growth, could be benign, could be malignant, I guess I have to go find out.
I don't have medical coverage. But preserving my life is worth the investment in a doctor's visit I suppose.
Anyhoo, I have lived a fairly productive life. I have not greatly enhanced society in a publicly measurable way per se. I have fathered five children, two daughters and three sons. Unfortunately the first three want nothing to do with me.
My youngest sons love me though...
I have entertained people with laughter as a stand up comic, with youtube videos and my live shows on assorted channels online stickam, blogstar and blogtv to name a few.
I am not a religious man by any means. I do not totally discount an afterlife, but I'm pretty sure when we die, it's just oblivion. Nothingness. And without consciousness I wont even notice obviously, but I do not welcome that.
I dont think "oh yeah life goes on, long after the thrill of living is gone" like John Mellencamp sang. I am thrilled by my life every day. Even when I'm tired.
I do not prefer the alternative.
I embrace my life. I have indeed been blessed with so many good things. People who love me. Great meals, lots of laughs, adventures, intellect,cultures to be fascinated by. Movies, books, songs. Women.
I will live on in assorted media.
Check me out if you're interested.
I am a good person by nature. I, for the most part, was not malicious.
Just an oddball. Some called me crazy or weird. I dont think that's a bad thing.
After all we are only a compilation of DNA of whomever came before us...